I find myself falling back into old bad habits that I thought I had gotten rid of. I think half of my problem is that I’m always tryin to please everyone, butt i cant. I feel like I have lost a really close friend of mine, and idunno why, things happen. My nephew and neice are tooken away from me, and my brother is a screw up. I put on a happy smile and everyone believes it, its kinda funny that know one really knows the real me. I feeel like I am going back into really bad depression. YIKESS, idunno this was stupid half of ya’ll would call this gay. Butt in all honestly I DONT Care .